Oh joy...

it's never the best news hearing that I maybe living with my in laws for 5 more years.. at least. (they in our basement). SO even if i did get a house.. it wouldn't be my own..

15 hr drive

People ask me am I excited to go to North Dakota to see my husband... NO I am not excited to drive 15hrs with my inlaws sitting in between my two children no I am, I am not excited to drive to a town that is full of oil workers and hookers, nope sorry I am not excited.... especially since it's like a 2 day drive trip and we are not even going to be there for 2 days.. but oh well.. here it comes..

steal my thunder

I get really frusterated when people try to steal my thunder, or just get thunder i wanted.. For instance, make and sell things on Etsy, and I liked having my own special things I can make, and her having her own special things she can make.. but now she is making the things I make. I should not be so frusterated, but I am, and I don't like it, but there is not much I can do about it. Just keep doing what I am doing I guess..

non stop TALKING pts

I can not stand checking in a pt that will not stop talking. For example a pt came in talking about how her daughter might have a broken hand,but if it was broken she wanted to go to the er but she wanted to get an xray done here first, and went on and on about just getting the xray and not seeing the doctor, and how she broke it. Everytime she was asked a question to check her daughters information she had to take like what seemed and hour to answer the stupid question. seriously people... 2 other patients went back before her just because she didn't cooperate all that well. The she had us open a new box of masks so she didn't get one that sick people had been by, she wasn't even sick, she just wanted to protect her self.. plus she triple parked in the handicap parking.. seriously this lady was gem to have seen today...

husband and wife opinion on buying a house

wife: I really don't see any houses I would really like right now.
husband: I think we should get a house that needs repairs for 120 or so and put 40 in it on upgrades and remodels
wife: Crushed again.. ok whatever let me know if you find on and i will look at it.. probably not approve but whatever.
Husband:sorry it is just another option to throw in the mix. maybe we should have started looking at trailers and then work up from there..

REALLY THIS SUCKS!

Wedding planning...

I always thought it would be fun to be a wedding planner. Getting to see everything come together..and i am sure it would be really fun, if there was not so much DRAMA.. I hate the drama. I have felt many times that I am in the middle, someone saying one thing, the bride wanting something.. or not really knowing what she wants.. her mother wanting something different even though its not even her wedding..
Yea doesn't this just sound like a fun party!!
I don't remember all this crazyness at my wedding, but that doesn't mean it wasn't there. It has just been so CRAZY..
I am so looking forward to my vacation a week or so after this wedding.. Actually i am looking forward to the next day.. when its all over..

our house..

I am quite frusterated with people right now.. back up.. ok.. SO we put a bid on a house yesterday, and they kept asking for more and more and more..with 3 other offers.. blah blah blah.. we finally said no more. thats our final say. Well our chances of getting this house are about 0. so we just say we didn't get it. Everyone we've told it's like a total crisis for them.. seriously, we are ok with it. We're over it. Not a big deal.. NOW STOP SHOVING OTHER HOUSES AT US.. seriously i think it was more heart breaking for the other people then it was for us. Anyways.. I am just sick of it..we are the ones that decided not to get the house, so just accept our decision and get over it!

PATIENTS...

Oh the joys of working with patients every day.. Yes it can be a joy, I've had some great patients come through, who are extremely nice, and make my day better. There are also those patients who come in and make my day WORSE.. Extremely WORSE. You fight with me, I will fight back. It is not my fault your insurance says there is a 50$ co-pay and the card says it is 20 for pcp and 30 for Specialist.. We are neither. Don't chew me out about your balance of 50$ because you didn't pay anything at your last apt, and you refuse to accept the fact that, your copay is 50. I am not a billing expert so you can call and chew them out about it or call your insurance and discuss your copays with them, i am sure they would love to tell you your copay is 50, since that is what they told us. Insurance is not a nice person trying to help you. They are a business, they are trying to make money too.
I am really thankful for the pts that came before you, whom I told we did not accept there insurance and they kindly asked where they could go, and I nicely helped them with a medication problem they had.. I am sure they were the calm before your CRAP storm.. was I mean back.. probably, I am sure the two patients who were waiting in line for you to leave thought i was, but you know what you were not getting the point so I did what I had to! Farewell I hope you find a PCP so you can just pay you 20 copay like "you always do"

WOW i feel better!

getting a house...

Ok, so a little background here, we've been living in our inlaws basement for the past 3+ years.. not my choice of living and I don't recommend it for anyone. The plan was to live there for 1.5yrs, until my husband was done with school.. well he ended up getting in the master program so we stayed longer.. and we are still there.. so I want out.. I want a life of my own, I want our own ward, own friends, own everything. So i was given the permission to seriously start looking for a house, well I couldn't really go anywhere with it because my husband would never do the stuff we needed to, to get prequilifed.. so FRUSTERATING.. and all the houses i really liked were under contract with 5 other offers..
So then my father in law came up with the idea to by a couple acres of land and then we would build on it, along with his other son. That sounds like a great Idea right? yea, except for the fact that i will be stuck LONGER in the basement, and Still would not get our own ward.. but at least we would get our own house right?
I just wish decisions would be made, because i am so ready to Move on with life.. I am sick of sitting around waiting, I either want to change my job/working hours or get a house, is it really that hard to ask..
I guess..

Not Listening

I really hate when you tell someone specific information, like where to find something, and they don't find it.. for example and envelope with stuff in it to give to someone. I specifically said it is on my kitchen table all ready for them. Well don't worry I just found the folder on my table. Yea there is nothing I can do now about but it just made me really frustrated. Oh well now it's out and I feel better!

money

I absolutly hate money, when my husband mentions anything about "oh we only have this much" or we can't go shopping anymore this month... i just get so frusterated,to the point of pissed off. seriously at least we have money. When someone tells me I can't do something, that gives me the urge to want to do it, so just don't say anything to me about money.
What brought all is up, is we are looking to buy a house.. yes that is a lot of money, so I found a house I really like, and for a good price.. showed the hubby, he says "well i think we need to look more of this price range" i state ok so lets live in your parents basement for ever.. anyways. the house i found was in that price range so why did it matter for him to tell me that.. it didn't and it just made me mad all night, and i am sure that is why i have a migraine now.. lovely i know.